I started this blog in the middle of the night. I was feeling useless and frustrated. I haven’t really done much on here but I think I would like to start. I really don’t care if anyone reads it, I just need to see that I have said what I need to say.
Today, my body is fighting me. It wants to react to everything. It is testing my strength. I’m hoping I can make it till Wednesday with no major problems. I get my shots on Wednesday. I amm a whole new person after getting my shots. The only problem is, the are a couple days short. Like clock work, my body almost shuts itself down before the next shot. I guess it’s much better then it was before the shots. I would much rather feel bad for a couple days than my entire life. It’s still frustrating though. Idk. I guess maybe I just need to accecpt that things will never be 100% good.
Hmmmm, I have so much to say right now..But I really don’t even know where to began. I want to talk about everything on here. Not just being a sickling. Yes, having health issues is a BIG part of my life. But it isn’t my whole life. It doesn’t define me.
Until next time. XO <3
