Mmkay, so I didn’t sleep last night. At all. I did breathing treatment after breathing treatment. Hit the inhaler in between treatments. Tried EVERYTHING & nothing cleared things up enough to sleep. I’m not sure if it’s really my body that isn’t allowing me to sleep. My mind races at night. I’m always scared my PulseOx isn’t going to go off. I’m afraid that my levels will drop in the middle of the night and I won’t wake up. When I don’t feel well, I will drift off and then wake myself back up. Idk. I have been running off coffee and mountain dew for a week now.
Tomorrow is Shots Day! Woooohoooo. 
I’m so glad too. I feel SO much better after my shots.
Not only am I getting shots tomorrow, but I have appointments with the doctors about the cruise. I’m going on a cruise on Friday. I’m excited, BUT extremely nervous. I have never been on one. I’m worried that I will end up deadly ill on a boat in the middle of no where. My mom keeps telling me that I don’t need to worry, that everything will be just fine but I don’t really believe her. She won’t be the one to get sick. No one else in my family EVER gets sick. It is always me. Story of my life. I’m really not sure that being on a boat with 840324802 people is gonna be the best idea but I want to try. It will be my first real trip in a long whilee. Well..other then going home to see my family in Iowa or going to the National Jewish Hospital in Denver. But, I don’t really count those as vacations. Neither is relaxing.
Today; I got up and watched it rain for a while. It was strangley relaxing. I’m really not sure why but it was calming and nice. I could have sat there with some tea and my iPod all day.
Then, I did some school work. I haven’t been very good about my school work latley. It’s hard to focus when you don’t feel well.
After, I went to run arrands with my grand parents. We went to the beach. I haven’t been there since new years so I was excited. I love the beach. I would spend everyday there if I could. I took lots of pictures. When I finish editing them, I will post some.
Next, I went the the theatre to work on costumes for James and the Giant Peach. The kiddos are gonna look SO cute. I love it. I have them in some craaaazy stuff though. LOL. Poor kids.
Now, I’m deciding what I’m going to do tonight. I think I’m going to do school work. I know I won’t be able to sleep so I would rather get something accomplished.
Ohh, & I’m SUPER excited that my grandparents brought me like two suitcases full of food. All Gluten & Dairy Free stuff. Most of it my grandma ordered online. She is so sweet. She brought her cook book down to try to make me a bunch of things. We bought all the stuff today so we are going to start baking tomorrow. Maybe a will post some recipes.
